I am Me, n i need u.

If I ever push u away,
I don’t really mean to.

When I tell u I don’t want to talk about it
I do, I’m just looking for the right words
Give me a moment, and if I can tell you; I will.
I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time.

At the moment,
I am working on the ratio!
When I get really quiet sometimes
It is because I have too many things to tell u all at once
And I don’t know what to say first.

When I disappoint u
I don’t realise what I’ve done
Act before thinking,
Those are words describe me

Saying sorry is just like ABC,
But, I am truly sorry for everything that might hurt u

I’m not that kind of women
Who play the fools with someone‘s heart
Seriously, I mean it.

I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see u on a daily basis.
I MISS YOU really easily
But I also like that we can be apart
And we are both okay.
Space is good too.

I express my love to u
Thru pictures
Every times I look u on my desktop n phone,
I feel the loves.

I express my feeling to u
Thru webcam
Though I cant see u live
Still, I feel u near me.

If I ever hurt u,
My mind just can’t stop thinking about u
Seriously, I can’t live without u

I love the way we love some of the same things
And I love the way we love entirely different things.
My head is a complicates pile of thoughts, fears, and cravings, and dreams,
And this tangled up nostalgia for the past.

And somehow, the future,
I am flawed and I am human, and I am one person, and I am two hands
And I am one
And I LOVE YOU.
I luv u the way u r
I don’t need a perfectionist!

All I need is Heart. <3
And I appreciate you are here by my side.
Thank you dear.

I thank Allah for sending u, my love.
For the rest of my life,
I’ll be with u.
InsyaAllah
It’s the destiny meant us to be together.
Pray to Allah.